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In our HPH group we were discussing how sometimes friends or even family can get tired of us who have had children pass still being depressed or still mourning.  They want us to get back into the swing of things, to return to normal, to be the person we were. That’s perfectly natural for them […]

My thought for today is one that comes to me as I’m coming out of the sleep realms.  They are ethereal when they come to me and if I don’t get them down quickly, they blow away like a mist. I’m trying to form it into words now.  Part of it is already gone as […]

In the near death group I am in, almost every day someone comes into the group worried about afterlife judgement, either for themselves or a loved one. Many have been taught that suicide is the unforgivable sin. Some think that if you don’t believe in God, God is going to send you to Hell simply […]

People truly are good and amazing. I have had people who have never met me in person come from hundreds of miles to comfort me, send me messages, send me gifts, anything they can do to help me “through” what I am experiencing.  People don’t want me to be stuck and they’re doing everything humanly possible […]

Over the last several days, Colin Kaepernick has been in the news for refusing to stand for the Star Spangled Banner.  This blog is about my journey after Shayna’s passing and I’ve pretty much kept it non-political, but this will tie in if you stick with me. I personally support Colin Kaepernick’s decision. Whether I […]

It’s Saturday. Kayla has been back at college for a week now.  Tywana and are are settling into the new normal. I remember a medium, about a year ago, telling me that I would get used to Shayna being gone.  I’m almost there.  I don’t look for her anymore. But, while I might get used […]

Time flies.  Time has always been my enemy. First, it couldn’t go fast enough. Then I wanted to freeze it.  Now, it can’t go fast enough again. They tell me time is an illusion. Damn, if it is, it’s the most powerful illusion ever. School is starting up.  Summer is over. Normally, I’m not a […]

The title is cliche’.  It’s all I got today. I wake up this morning to just another “normal”day.  I get my gear on to go for my run/walk.  I’m up with the sun (technically before sunrise), but it’s hot already 77º and humid. I check Facebook and see a cryptic post asking for prayers for my […]

The last few days I have read a few things about the afterlife that have reminded me that our departed or Risen, as I am fond of saying now, loved ones have not departed at all.  They have simply slipped into another room.  Or, even more accurately, they’re still in the room, but simply invisible […]