Day 181- Dream

I have a dream where we own a lion, a leopard and a giant yellow anaconda snake.  We keep them in separate cages as pets and only let one out in the house at a time as they would not get along. Something has gone wrong, Kayla accidentally let all three of them out at the same time and they are all asleep underneath this couch type of thing.  I am in a panic worrying about how we are going to get them back in their separate cages without them waking up and killing each other and probably us in the process.  I’m trying to think of ways to deal with them when they wake up or to wake them individually and get them back into their cages.  Nothing is coming to me and I’m growing more frantic as time goes by knowing inevitably they will eventually wake up and there is nothing I can to to prevent the carnage when they do. Then, it happens.  I wake up.  Problem solved.  I think all I had to do to escape the danger was to wake up.  The thing I feared that I thought was inevitable didn’t happen even though I was sure it was going to.

As I lie there I think about the fact that I live in a lot of fear.  This is especially true when it comes to finances. I fear ruin.  I plan for the long term future wondering if we will ever have enough.  I think this dream was sent to me to tell me to stop doing that.