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Embracing Life After Child Loss: Lessons on Grief, Resilience and Personal Growth- with Nick Shaw

Child loss is an unfathomable tragedy that forever alters the landscape of a parent’s life. In this profoundly moving podcast episode, executive coach and author Nick Shaw vulnerably shares the heartbreaking story of losing his 9-year-old son William in a skiing accident, and the transformative lessons on grief, resilience and intentional living he’s gained on his healing journey.

Through Nick’s authentic reflections, grieving parents will find hope, validation, and inspiration to embrace life after loss.

Honoring Your Child’s Legacy Through Intentional Living

In the depths of his despair after William’s death, Nick reached a pivotal turning point when he realized his actions and attitudes moving forward would either honor or dishonor his son’s memory. He shares:

“I realized, how I behave, how I show up, what my attitudes are with everything that happened, will either honor or dishonor William, it will honor or dishonor this event that happened to William and to our family. And so in that moment, I was like it was clear what I had to do. I was not going to do something to dishonor who he was, or his legacy.”

This profound realization propelled Nick to live with renewed intention and find meaning in his loss – a powerful example of consciously moving forward for parents of child loss..

Finding a New Relationship With Your Child

The loss of a child ruptures the parent-child bond as we know it, but it need not sever the relationship entirely. Nick vulnerably shares his process of cultivating a new spiritual connection with William after his passing:

“You can’t have the relationship you had, which is very physical…It’s no longer here, but it doesn’t mean you can’t have a different relationship with them. And I think part of the grieving process is trying to figure that out – what does that relationship look like for you?”

For Nick, this continued bond takes the form of viewing William as his guide and teacher, posing questions to him during meditation, and reflecting on how William would want him to live. This moving example affirms that the parent-child relationship can endure and even flourish after loss in new and meaningful ways.

Letting Go of Guilt and the “What-Ifs”

Guilt is an almost universal experience for grieving parents, who often ruminate on the “what-ifs” and blame themselves for not preventing their child’s death. As Nick vulnerably shares, despite being with William on the ski slope that fateful day, he’s come to accept that the tragedy was ultimately beyond his control. He reflects:

“I’ve revisited that day thousands of times. And I can honestly say, had that day, would that to happen again – I, there’s nothing I would do differently…things conspired to make that outcome happen. And I kind of got to a place where this was just meant to be.”

Nick’s hard-won acceptance models a path forward for parents consumed by guilt, illustrating that we can find peace in knowing we did everything we could, even amidst senseless tragedy.

You Don’t Have to “Like” Your Loss to Find Acceptance

One of the most profound insights Nick offers is that finding acceptance does not mean being “okay” with your child loss. He clarifies this common misconception:

“Hopefully, people are able to come to acceptance, because I know for many people they’re not. The guilt follows them around for the rest of their lives, which is not a great way to live…You will never be the same person you were before. You’re not going to be okay that your child died, but you’ve accepted it.”

This critical reframe offers grieving parents permission to accept the reality of their loss without pressuring themselves to reach a place of being “alright” with it – an impossible task for this devastating tragedy.

Grief as a Non-Linear, Lifelong Journey

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Nick dispels the myth that grief is a linear, time-limited process that we move on from after hitting certain milestones or emotional states. He illustrates grief’s long trajectory:

“You will forever be changed by that event, that day. It doesn’t mean you have to walk around with a black cloud and rain over your head for the rest of your days. And I think that getting to that point of acceptance, hopefully will allow you to move forward.”

This validating view of grief as a lifelong journey with no fixed end point frees parents from unrealistic expectations to “get over” their loss by a certain timeframe. Instead, Nick models slowly moving forward with grief as a constant companion.

The Power of Vulnerable Connection

As a male in the coaching field, Nick courageously goes against the grain and vulnerably shares his story as a bereaved father. He reflects on how opening up about his loss has enriched his life and work:

“A lot of the process of grieving and writing my book really caused me to open up in ways I never had before. And now I bring that more to my coaching. I believe that when you’re vulnerable, it’s an invitation for others to be vulnerable with you.”

By sharing the raw depths of his grief journey, Nick gives other grieving parents – especially fathers – permission to express their pain openly. His story demonstrates that exposing our deepest wounds facilitates profound connection, healing and growth.

Though the path of child loss is one no parent ever wants to walk, Nick’s hard-won insights illuminate the way forward. By finding meaning, maintaining a spiritual bond with our child, releasing guilt, accepting grief as a lifelong journey, and connecting vulnerably with others, we can honor our children’s legacies through intentional living.

No matter where you are in your grief journey, Nick’s inspiring reflections offer validation and hope that a life of purpose and joy is possible on the other side of loss. Through his powerful example, grieving parents are empowered to transmute their pain into a catalyst for positive transformation.

To hear more of Nick’s courageous story and moving insights, visit Nick’s website at

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