My heart is broken, but I know that is part of the journey. I was always on Shayna about not being ready to incarnate and how she had to deal with the issues of having a body. I told her that she had signed up for this journey. She had to take the good with the bad.
Last night while I was bitching to my friend Kevin about how bad this is for me, I envisioned Shayna looking in and saying “Daddy, you signed up for this.” Oops.